what lies beneath

I have a thought,

of things to come,

of things that was,

and of this that is,

I am to be a lone knight,

to defend my castle,

of truth and delight,

Fighting for what,

I believe in,

to die,

for what i stand for,

I am but a man,

a man of substance,

defined by his actions,

and judged by his words,

i tread this path carefully,

going through the fires of hell,

and the pleasures of heaven,

with equal feelings,

we shall take things,

in its stride and path,

fire away at the anxieties of life,

I shall attain what I aim for,

I shall be what I am meant to be,

we have a purpose in life ,

disregarding what the mortal powers say,

man has a responsibility,

to themselves and to nature,

so let us take charge,

take note and control,

of our situations,

and find out,

what lies beneath.

My List of Fave H!P artistes

WHY THEY GAVE ME ONLY TEN!!! I WANT MOAR!!! So I Cheat AHAHAHAH

So yeah…. They are in no particular order….    Seriously… If you make me choose.. I’LL KEEEELLLLLLLL!!!

Alo-Hello! – Berryz Kobo Part Two!

Yes, more caps for those who are interested.

The first six minutes were cute and well, reflective of the usual things they do. ( Risako♥,  Miyabi♥, Yurina♥, Chinami♥, Saki♥, Momoko♥, Maasa♥)

Hehe, caps of the gags will be posted up asap. (Monday evening )

Capping now!!

aand the next caps until….. 39 minutes…. in 33 minutes i have 340 caps… dosureba?….

here goes – the next 8 minutes…. pic spam a little more later… I will cap more and post it up section by section….

Why am I even doing this? I dunno… mebbe because i did say i’d be capping this ( a good excuse for me to watch over and over too)

oh, I just discovered the Gallery function :hits head: will be putting in captions when and if I am bored.

Jealous are we Risako chan?

Alo!- Hello! – Berryz Kobo- Part One

Dum dum dum dum….

I think I may have found my next big “thing”. so after slowly delving in to that “dark” pit of J-visual culture-(anime, Jpop videos, photobooks, Jpop songs etc).  I have got Berryz Kobo’s gag DVD.

yes, you heard me right, the gag dvd. Apparently it is a collection of silly things done by the producers to put all the members of the group into weird situations.

so to put up caps or not? …hmmmmmm

Mein Leiblings

:3… MY darrrrr-lings… for those of you chosen to see what are the objects of my fascination.

I will focus on dem frauleins from Nihon… :3 hahahah
this list is by no means exhaustive nor is it comprehensive…. there are probably more but these are my top ones ( for the moment )
first up.. the first one who really caught my fancy :3
1. (EX) Morning Musume -  Yoshizawa Hitomi

She’s the sweetest (and the only one older that me ) ! also my number one!!!

2. Current Morning Musume – Michishige Sayumi

She has an ETHEREAL cuteness ( esp in Aruiteru PV)

Next up… (Nacho, Chachi… you know this one as one of ‘Lix’s dancing girls)

3. Hinoi Team’s – Matsuoka Keika

Zat zmile…. Nyaaaaaaaaaa my number two…. but to get decent photos of her is dead difficult

also from Momosu

4. Morning Musume Current leader – Takahasi Ai

some useless trivia… SHE SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS I DO… EXACTLY!!! SAME BLOODY DAY!!! SAME YEAR!!!

the coming ones are newer…

5. `C-ute’s Suzuki Airi

her smile melts my 90% dark chocolate heart

6,  C-ute’s Umeda Erika

she’s grown on me..  like Ai has …

7. H!P soloist Kitahara Sayaka

arguably my latest  WANT!!! mebbe in 6 years :3 ahahha

I probably am missing out a couple … Yajima Maimi ( c-ute’s leader) err…. some members of Berryz Koubou… but I have yet to find out their names but nvm … me thinks 7 is good :3

until the next time, gentlemen… ciao!

Obsesiku yang Pahit-Manis

My Bittersweet Obsession,
thou art dark and high in theobromine,
giving me reactions,
to the highest areas,
85% percent is the best,
60% is tolerable,
73% makes the perfect melt,
Endorphins rise,
axons fire,
and biochemical reactions,
become totally erratic.

sudah cukup mengairah,
ke tahap obsesi,
gula dan koko,
menjadi sebati,
dalam kelam,
sungguh menyelam,
ke kalbu yang amat,
suci dan menyinar,
sedap dan mahal,
osesiku ini,
menjadi satu,
dalam mimpi ini.

N.B: My bahasa sucks… T-T

My Love Story

I dreamt of love,
from an early time,
where they’d be castles,
and white swans,

I’d be a knight in shining armour,
coming full on,
with my blazing sword,

I’d be a renaissance bard,
singing songs of love,
dedicated to you,
‘neath the great oak,

I’d be a ’30s officer,
full of honour and pride,
in the Air force,
defending you,

I’d be a 1900s sheik,
in the desert,
riding on,
my white stallion,

I’d be a Eastern prince,
beckoning to you,
from my perch,
on an imperial elephant,

I’d be an Oriental warrior,
writing sonnets,
and haikus for you,
during a siege,

I’d be a mercenary teacher,
teaching the future,
its’ basic foundations,
in the jungles of South America.

I’d be a ’70s sportsman,
speeding round corners,
dedicating,
each win to you,

I’d be a Silicon Valley nerd,
flexing my smart muscles,
building up my empire,
whilst conquering the cyberworld,

I’d be a writer,
writing songs and melodies,
and books on love,
and of my love for you,

but, my dear,
I am but a humble person,
who wants your love,
will give you his undivided attention,
and ultimately be yours,
this is,
my love story.

The Proclaimers- Walk 500 miles

When I wake up…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who wakes up next to you
When I go out…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who goes along with you
If I get drunk…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who gets drunk next you
And if I (?)…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who’s (?) to you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be that man who walk a thousand miles to fall down that should do

When I’m walking…
I know I’m going to be that man who’s walking hard for you
And the money…
Cause for the work I do I’ll pass every penny onto you

When I come home…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who comes back home to you
And if I go…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who going over you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be that man to walk a thousand miles to fall down that should do
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)

When I’m lonely…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who gets lonely without you
And when I’m dreaming…
I know I’m going to Dream I’m going to dream when I’m with you
When I go out…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who goes along with you
And when I come home…
I know I’m going to be I’m going to be that man who comes back home for you
I’m going to be that man who’s coming home for you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be that man to walk a thousand to fall down that should do
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)
(Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Undela Undela Undela la la)

And I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be that man to walk a thousand miles to fall down that should do

I’mma Chargin` Mah Lazzer D=

I iz here D=

Rawr posting in a dark room with my LCD light shining at my face. Put a recorder behind me and I will look like a those ‘as potrayed’ hackers in movies or some sort lulz. Cool, I never knew that I can directly login using your wp-admin page. Lol.

I always log in to my account from my own page. =P

Anyway, how are you? As you could have give a guess, I’m not ok. Why is that so?

Normally after exams I would be really slacking my ass off (as if I’m not already), I’m in a place where I forego healthy lifestlye (oh don’t get me started on this), no exercise, games + TV Series marathon, research. GG la.

Yet again, some stuffs which I can’t tell out loud.

BTW, I entered 3rd base. Nyahahah >D

Regarding my summer hols, 2 months used for research. Siennnn. Then I got damn a lot of plans in mind, but apparently it seems that I can’t carry out anyone of them at the moment. Heaven knows. Friggin hot here ish. Sweating like mad. You can say I kinda regret joining my current research project, I think I’m better off slacking back in my hometown anyway XD Ok la at least I do get to learn something… I hope… and as told. Lol.

I know you’re having  a tough time in NZ as well with your current education, so yeah ganbatte neh~!

Geez, I think I should sleep. Gonna spoil my eye if I continue doing this.And yea I’m typing this without looking at the screen. I only look at the screen to check for typos. =P

Chiao.

Lil boy.

a neu klasse

the times,

were hard,

on mine shoulders,

the winter sun,

bearing down my side,

burning my skull,

giving me sunstroke,

in the land of milk and honey,

burning into my scalp,

was this fact too,

that kiwis are more likely,

to get melanoma,

this sun however,

it tells me things,

it tells me of greatness,

it tells me its time,

for a neu klasse.