Humperdinck’s song – with every beat of your heart

Love me with all of your heart
That’s all I want, love
Love me with all of your heart
Or not at all

*Just promise me this
That you’ll give me all your kisses
Every winter every summer
Every fall

When we are far apart
Or when you’re near me
Love me with all of your heart
As I love you

Don’t give me your love
For a moment or an hour
Love me always as you love me
From the start
.: *^^* http://media.17vn.com :.
With every beat of your heart*

Rep * ~~~~~~ *

Hope leaps out of Pandora’s Box

I have Hope in my heart,

the heart of hearts,

the depths of my being,

hope is hidden away,

and needs to be brought out,

for tomorrow is a bright day,

and today is always enjoyable,

revel in the glory,

revel in the humilitation,

after all that adversity,

one comes out leaner,

the sharpest knives,

are forged in the most turbulent,

 and most fiery of hearths,

the strongest poles,

from the trunks of ancient trees,

hence i shall emulate that,

chaos shall temper my being,

the turbulent tides,

strengthen my legs,

to swim with the current skillfully,

utilising it’s chaos,

to mine benefit,

this is what happens,

the reason why Hope,

leapt out of Pandora’s box,

to give us all hope,

hope for a better life,

hope for a better living,

hope for happiness,

hope for entertainment,

hope for the goodness,,

hope for the togetherness,

count our blessings,

lest we be mortal,

It is a tribute,

to both the living,

and to those who are not of this earth.

NEESAN!!!!

Tomorrow’s Chance (Hate her hair here though )

Paradise Lost OST…

:sobs in the corner….:

Why do i do this to myself…. ? .. I need a life… and a job…. and a new computer….and more inspiration for my masters….

Minorin T-T

To those of you are going to DaiCon 2009 in MMU Melaka Cyberjaya… I only wish you the best and may you gain much joy from being in Nagat- i mean Minorin’s presence…

I find it somewhat ironic that I have missed some events that have promised to be better than the first etc due to various circumstances… Comic Fiesta 2006, Comic Fiesta 2007, Comic Fiesta 2008, and now, Daicon 2009… I probably would miss Comic Fiesta 2009… Is this a sign from the Fates?… to win some and then lose some?… hmm “Hara hara hachibu…” everything in moderation ( i may have got the  romaji wrong)… I can only console myself by saying that I will plan for Animelo 2010… but that remains a BIG “MAYHAP”…  HAHA… What can I say… I laugh at these things as there is nothing else i can do :3…

I have may dreams, wants and needs… here’s raising a pint to it’s fulfillment!

A lovely day indeed… You gotta raise a pint to happiness!!! TO HAPPINESS :sips at his frothy head of delicious stout:

NaNoWriMo 2009

ah… NaNoWriMo…. the National Novel Writing Month that occurs every November and the person who finishes their novel with 50k words is a winner… so this is it.. I am devoting my entire November to writing tonnes and tonnes of words… i expect a total of 1 million words to flow…

I am putting it on cyberspace so some people can help me stay focused :3

cheers..

C’est La Vie

This is the life,

the life of my dreams,

the life of my yearning,

the living of fulfillment,

content I am not,

for there is more I need to do,

more I want to do,

and more I have to do,

doing is the being of me,

doing becomes my being,

for doing is all i can do,

for I have yet to realise my own greatness,

c’est la vie,

the life that is I live,

it is wonderful,

yet painful,

happy,

yet melancholic,

blessed,

yet dogged,

triumphant,

yet beset with woes,

that is the reality of living,

you have got to,

take the good, with the bad,

the pleasure, with pain,

the joy, with sorrow,

the elation, with depression,

and ultimately,

success, which is built with a bedrock of failure,

C’est La vie!!!

Zetsuboushita!!!

Despair!!!

overcome it, I will,

Languidity!!!

conquer it, I shall,

Ennui!!!

Fill it, I would,

Melancholy!!!

soothe it, I may,

I will overcome this turbidity,

this vortex of sloth and dolour,

I shall be over it…

for my wishes, they shall come true…

as soon as possible.

Dreams

These are the times,

I dream of happiness,

I am happy now,

but there still is more,

more I need,

More I want,

am I selfish?.

perhaps I am,

but that is human nature,

and thus acceptable,

I strive to be better than I am now,

I strive for things and ideals,

that are higher than the rest,

I am intent on getting what i want,

though it may not be now,

but i promised myself,

that i would get it,

before i am too jaded,

before aI am too well “versed”,

before I become bored of this existence,

But Now,

all  i cam pray for,

is happy and fulfilling,

Dreams…

btw- listening to Beethoven’s 7th, that may have had an influence somewhere…

Most wanted dream ever..

I had a pretty odd dream last night. I dreamt I was afloat, in the air heading north west.

I reached a speck of land in the middle of the ocean, and rested upon it.

I enjoyed the warmth of this solitude and of the sun beating down upon me,

and then out of thin air, a fairy person appeared…

I say fairy “person” because this fairy looked pretty androgynous…

beckoning to me to hold it’s hand,

iheld it, and then the scene totally changed,

i was in “heaven”, heaven of the Wota!!!

the haven i can be in!!

And then i bloody woke up!

oh well… I have got to make the dream a reality some how…

until the dream comes true, Adieu from the dreams section.

Wishes

Opinions vary,
Hearts wander,
Lights flicker
Oscillating current,
Round orbs,
Dancing around,
Lifting spirtis,
Effervescently,
Temptation arises,
Under influence,
Sorrow hits,
Weeping and,
Indignantly I defer,
Naught with passion,
Totally filled,
Heat and ,
Involatility,
Solvent yet,
Supple,
Tender and,
Admirable,
Ready to,
Undertake,
Difficult tasks at,
A drop of a hat,
Your love to me,
Simply is precious,
Loving you,
Opens various vistas to me,
That is what i live for,
That is what i cherish,
Only you can make me like this,
Joyful and happy,
Avariciously i fend off,
Callously I tick off,
Kings and knaves alike,
Protecting your honour,
Only you make me this way,
That the whole truth.